Decades of depressed thinking…a zillion years of non intimacy…pages of discontent…cities full of all night longing…sexual addiction without love…depraved history…streets of loneliness and longing…thinking born of caged life…backs turned…arms in limbo…all the dullness that answers to no being…roll all of this in a tight bundle and deliver it to the Ultimate Knowing and allow it to be discarded in the ether…turn to the right and then to the left…point yours eyes within and meet the Alchemist…does he/she appear familiar?