I have a confession: I felt like a loser growing up…I felt un-noticed and dumb….I made up for it in all the wrong ways…Today I realized that creating Casa de Las Ranas and the Chapel of Jimmy Ray Gallery has been…… "like this elaborate scheme to have an audience.” I found that line in an old New York Times article this am…and realized that I have to fess up….this scheme has transformed my life and that of Richard also…as a Divine Friend once said, "Only Losers Win in This Game"….